Name:Kit Location: United States Birthday:3/30/1989 Gender:Female
Interests:cats, drawing, writing, staring off into space, anime, books.. lots and lots of books, therianthropy, paranormal, psychology, RPing, thinking too much, psionics, technology, sci-fi, fantasy, and being myself Expertise:writing, drawing, technology, html, reading, science, math, some on paranormal, some psychology, and definitively on being a freak :3 Occupation:Student Industry:Research
current focus: end of highschool forever current piccy: current mood: conflicted current music: shuffle currently reading: "Peeps" by Scott Westerfeld
I'm nearly done with all required school... It's a little daunting. I'm almost in college, which I've chosen to go to a school in PA and that will be LOTS of fun :3
it's just sorta crazy really.
I got the product for my senior project today... my PF comic is published and sitting in my hands.. it's so cool... I never thought I'd see something like this so quick... It's like a dream come true.... <3 I'll have to stick up photos.. for all my non-existent readers, of course. lol.
nickname: Kit Jelica age: 18 birthday: 3/30/89 gender: female alignment: chaotic balance element: air/water starsign: aries/snake hobbies: being insane, drawing, writing, reading, staring off into space, books, otherkin, philosophy, psionics, technology, sci-fi, fantasy, RPing, psychology, shinies, cookies, manga languages: english, bad english, some english english, and a bit of french bad habits: fingernail biting, fidgeting, tapping feet nationality: (american), russian, italian, irish, french, spanish, etc. partial to: my draggy favorite food: cookies, steak, ribs, and strawberries favorite songs: "Iris" by the GooGoo Dolls, "Who's To Say" by Vanessa Carlton favorite flower: honey suckles favorite sound: wind, rain favorite color: purple favorite weather: thunderstorms favorite scents: strawberries, nectar favorite animal: domestic feline (housecat) favorite movies: Fifth Element, Monty Python and the Holy Grail, Rent, Lilo&Stitch, Matrix series, Dogma, FF7:AC favorite shows: Attack of the Show, Xplay, Ben 10, Digimon, Kim Possible, LOST, Kyle XY, Danny Phantom, Rugrats, PPG, (old)Dexter's Lab, Charmed, Angel, and anything on the Science Channel, Tech Channel, or Animal Planet favorite games: KH, KH:CoM, KH2, KotOR2:SL, AC, AC:WW favorite anime: Naruto, Bleach, S-cry-ed, Full Metal Alchemist, ID_Entity, DNAngel, Fruit Baskets, Psychic Academy, Tokyo Mew Mew, Hands Off, and Tsubasa favorite book series: HP, LotR, Eragon, Wild Magic, Lionness, Protector of the Small, Trickster, Cirle of Magic, Watership Down, Young Wizards, HDM, Xanth, Hawksong, Warriors: Into the Forest, DRoP, and Song in the Silence
current focus: weirdness current piccy: current mood: sleepy current music: silence currently reading: "A Wizard at War" by Diane Duane
i'm not sure exactly what to say, because i can't ever seem to get it wrong when i try, but today is a strange day. there is a simple joy in the air, yet it's only a glimpse of light through the clouds. i feel like i'm mixed up inside, twisted and tangled, but that seems okay right now. i'm not sure of where i'm going or what will happen to me, or how i should go on with my life, but, just for this moment,that's alright.
my head spins today with things from my past mixing with my now, friends and old ideas floating in the same space and some are connected while others are not.
i used to constantly try to find ways to escape what was infront of me, to either be 'better' then what i thought the world was or to just be different. i was too mature for my own good when i was small and never let myself amuse even the idea of having an ego. in simpler terms, when i was small i always told myself that if life was a book, i'd never be fit to be a main character, that i'm only good enough to be a secondary character or a side story.
i can't say that that mindset doesn't still affect me, although i'd like to think it gave me the ability not to have such a huge head. but.. it also doesn't let me see myself in any sort of special light. i'm not sure what they call it, but in a sense i have a super low self-esteem. sure, i give myself worth of life and i know i'm here for some sort of reason but i have it firmly stuck in my mind that i can never be anything wonderful and awesomely great.. that i'll always.. somehow.. be average.
so.. i don't push myself as hard as i could, and i don't try as much as i might, and i don't let myself do things that i think would be too 'good for me'.
i guess everyone needs some sort of flaw deeply embedded into their minds.. so i guess that's one of mine..
